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Name: Katie aka kitty
Country: United States
State: Arizona
Metro: Phoenix
Birthday: 7/20/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: drawing, sailing, reading, talking on the comp, hugging people, cats, rain, spanish, anime, renisance, and water.
Expertise: being me. *bows*
Occupation: Student
Industry: Nonprofit
Message: message me
AIM:  otaku015
Yahoo:  otaku0155
Member Since:
11/10/2004
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| wow, i havent been on in awhile.. but yeah....
Write sixteen statements,
intended for different people.
Never tell which one is to who.
1)
My love I never feel like I'm there for you. I always feel insufficient
and all I can talk about with you is myself. I feel so selfish and
disgusting. I wish I could be a better person for you and make you
smile. But I also know that you have other people.. and are strong. I
still feel weak around you. I've always been jealous of you. So calm on
the outside, so happy and able to be 'cool' and georgous all at the
same time. You've been there for me and seem to get through even the
toughest of trials. I kown you're in turmoil on the inside but who
isnt? You just deal with it better than most. I wish I didnt feel so
insignifigant around you or helpless... Thank you for everything
though, I just wish I could do more.
2) You're always concerned
with what you look like and I've never liked that aspect about you. We
had our disagreements in the past but now I feel like your big sister,
I want to protect you and hold you and make everything better. Boys are
evil you know and dont be desperate and go running to one unless they
deserve you.. You might have to wait awhile.. but it'll be worth it..
you are so much better than you portray yourself as and you really cnat
just throw urself at any guy who compliments you. *shakes head* you're
too good for that. I love you adn am always here for you with wide open
arms...
3)What do I say about you? I'll let you know now your
first guess was right, but I value our friendship so much. I can't
think of a guy I'm more comfortable with and who I wouldnt hesitate to
tell you everything... though sometimes I'm scared because you might
judge me a little too much or end up running away. You're like a guy
version of Dennis. Though I know you could care less about me. :) but
hell, its all good. You've replaced someone I lost and while you will
never fully fit in his shadow, I appricate you not running away. You've
seen me at almost my worst and best and still can bare to look at me.
Thanks. You're still a bit of a jerk and are too much of a pansy to
really hang out with me but I promise.. all I want is friendship. I
miss talking to you on the phone and saying stuff.. you've grown
distant and I miss having you as a better friend.. ah well.. I want to
earn you back. *shrugs* I just hope I can pull it off ^.^
4) You
have gone away and I can't get you back. It's my fault for everything
and I feel like shit. Every time I see what we've become, I want to cry
because it was my fault. I was a coward and wasn't strong enough for
you. I only regret not being any better for you. I don't think I can
let go.. no matter how much I try. But I think that's a good thing. You
made me have strength and want to be a better person. I miss you so
much. I want you to care about me and care if I'm sad, if I'm happy, if
I was an idiot.. I want you to know my weakest moments and my
strongest. But you don't care. I reach out.. but you're not there..
You've forgotten I exist and have moved on years ago. i'm still in love
with your memory and you'll tell me I'm stupid and to move on. Alright.
I just want to say I'm sorry. I dont think I can say that enough but
yes. I fucked up and now I'm paying for that. So shoot me. Like Jimmy
said "that's life". ^.^ You were one of the best things that happened
to me and I hurt you so bad. I'm sorry...
5) You never cease
to make me laugh and I kow you will never read this but I love you so
terribly much. *laughs* I've only ever seen you three times but I feel
like I've known you my whole life. Sorry it took me so long to call.
You bring out the child that is burried in me and our duets.. no matter
how off key.. make me feel alive and remind me why I sing. You never
mind when I ramble and I love you for that. I just wish i could shut up
around you. Thank you for putting up with me and my wretched singing. I
love you from afar and one day I will drag your ass to Arizona. :P You
will always be my Phantom and kitty.
6) My darlink twin. We
have so much in common yet I feel like I don't know you. I wanna hang
out with you more and be crazy! Though this year getting to know you
has been so much fun. cheers love! may we be even more creeped out in
the future w/ how much we are alike :P and let me learn how to spell ur
name.... ><
7) You're going away and I hate you for it.
We've been around eachother forever and I feel like I don't even know
you. Just recently I realized you existed and felt your plea. I wish I
had been closer to you before you left. I can see how unhappy you are
and I wish I could give you courage. You are such a wonderful person..
I wish they would stop telling you that you are a mess up and have no
future in your life. I know you will be an amazing person and are such
a good person at heart, I miss your smile. You know, the one that
stretches from ear to ear just like a five year old at christmas time.
My only regret before you leave is not getting to know you even more
and waiting till this year to learn that all my life I have been
following in your shoes. You leave a mark on everyone you look at and
I'm sure that the people in your new school will be just as dazzled by
you as the rest of us have been. Smile, stand up straight for once..
and everyone will fall head over heals for you. I'll always love you
and miss you. Good luck! and thanks for everything.
8)
*laughs* I'm so happy you arent going away. We have another year
together and I'm so excited. You are another one I tend to babble with
and you never seem to care. I am always amazed and inspired by how
young you are yet how able of a pesrson you are. An amazing women, you
have so much on your plate.. yet you still find the time for everyone
else and time to philosophize.. I hope I get to know you even more next
year and will suceed yet again not to kill you/ be killed by you. I
know I drove you insane this year and I thank you for putting up with
me. I am in aw everytime you open your mouth. To be so passionate and
dedicated about everything. and able to keep your sanity in the
process. I envy you so much and, while it sounds dorky, am proud of you
and am greatful at how you kinda talked to me and how you listened to
me ramble. ^.^ *huggles* I can see you doing amazing things in life and
in your future and I only wish that I can be there next to you cheering
you on the whole way there. for you deserve every ounce of praise for
what you have accomplished.. Though I still stand in my position that
you just havent lived on this earth long enough to be as mature as you
think.. I mean, i think you think you're more mature that you think you
are? if that makes sense.. Just live on this earth a bit longer and
you'll fit the shoes you're wearing. :P Oh, and let free a lil more.
You danced amazingly! I've never seen you so loose and majestic...
You're beautiful love, don't forget that.
9) You... I have
gotten to know you and cannot get you out of my head. This summer,
Dennis, I'll promise to you I'll tell him. I'm so happy you might be on
swim team and though I fear your reaction to afore mentioned promise, I
want to take the chance. I know you dont give a lick for me except as a
friend and I know you'll be 'flattered' and will be 'appriciative' and
shit but I dont care. So long as I say something and try. Life is too
short to live and I can't let fear stop me. I just wish I knew how to
be soemone you did like and someone who you *did* want to call back and
hang around :P but hell *shrugs* take what you can and run with it no?
You have this humor and this smile that just lights up the room. You're
so kind and I just melt when you appologize for not calling *again*..
Again, I just wish I could be someone you're interested in. *chuckles*
I'm such a babbleing idiot around you. *grins*
10) I wish that
I did not push you away. I love you so much and ever since we saw that
movie i've been wondering 'what if'... But each time I chicken out and
then you're tacken. *grins* you're such a sweet person and you make me
laugh. I'm sorry I'm so stubborn and make you frusterated. I'm jealous
of every person who makes you smile and laugh but hey, that's life no?
Thank you for putting up with me. I owe you so much. I just hope that
one day I can pay you back for all you've done for me. Good luck with
everything and if you ever need help with math, call me. ;P *huggles*
11)
My gay angel!!!!! *laughs* gawd, we had some good times and I miss
having the group together. We totally are going to form that theif team
or whatever you wanna call us... though we still have to find a propper
driver >.> ^.^ but yeah. You have made me laugh when I was blue
and have suffered much from me. We need to get together. I miss you so
much and goofing off.. *grins* well, thats what summer if for no?
12)
You tried, you know.. But if he's such a skrew up, then I am too. Why
did you give up on us? I know that times are tough.. but still, can you
not see what you are doing to us? They are not bad people. If you
didn't cut them down so much you would see what wonderful people they
were. You praise me but I am no angel... You'll see when we're gone.. I
just hope you're in time for the little ones to open your eyes. Please.
Don't give up on us. We need you.
13) You came into my life for a year. How much do I owe you? You never judged me past what you judged yourself. you listened and let me pry. Another, how much do I owe you.. I do not have enough fingers or toes. My adopted sister I'll miss you and regret only having just one year to get to know you. So depressed and reclused a child you were a lot of the time. I hope in your new life someone comes along and makes you truely happy... I know of some what you went through and I just hope you know that you are a wonderful person with a heart and mind that make up for your lack of height :P You pried at me when I didnt want to talk and you made me have to trust other people. Again, thank you so much. You dazzle everyone you meet and it will be no different next year. You just have to promise to come back and bug. I'll miss you too much.
14) How will I ever be
able to forget you, even when we grow apart. Promise me you won't
forget me and you won't lose contact... We went through so much these
past two years adn I thank you for everything, no matter how much we've
wanted to kill eachother.. and next year, I don't think it would be a
year w/o competing w/ you again. We might drive eachother insane but
you have made me grow so much and made me so much better because of
everything you've done for me. You're on for next year. We will kick
ass. always will <3 you dear :P
15) You continue to inspire
me with your free spirit and down to earth mentality. You always manage
to have your head skrewed on and your feet on the ground.. when you're
not flying high in the sky that is. Your love of nature and amazing
balance of self and other people continues to amaze me. You have a huge
heart and the best dance moves :P never give up that creative spirit in
you. Thank you for everything and I'm honored that you consider me a
friend. Thank you.
16) ok.. I know I left you for last.. but
it's always "save the best for last" right? You have always been there
for me no matter how boring I am or how meaningless what I have to say
is. You've been through so much more and far worse than I can bost and
are still a better person than I. I grew up privlaged and you grew up
in our nightmares... and yet you are still the beautiful, vibrant,
charismatic, loving person that you are today. You taught me that if
you want something, you'll go for it and you won't let something get in
your way. Life is too short to hide behind things all the time. You
also taught me how to come out a bit and not be so shy... O course old
habbits die hard and I still get shy sometimes, but I'm working on it.
^.^ You've always cared and have never sent me away. Even if it's teh
stupidest thing in teh world, you'll listen and then slap me across the
face and tell me to get a life. :P My only fear is that you'll grow up
and leave me behind.. I'm not ready to give up being stupid and being
crazy... I hope you last a little longer before you really look to the
future. I wish your life would be crappier or you would be weaker so I
could repay you for all the things you have done for me.. but its not
and you are one of the strongest people I know.. After everything
you've been through and you still are where you are today. I am
constantly in aww of everything you are and how much gumption you have
to keep going. What would have broken a normal woman has made you
stronger. Whatever I can do for you love, you know I'm here and
really.. just keep going.. soon you will dazzle everyone with your
presense on stage and I will never stop being proud of you. I know you
have your thing and all.. but I'm still here... I will always love
you.. and thank you again for everything... You know my weakest hour
and my strongest and you never judge me... thank you for freeing me and
letting me fly... <3
alright everyone.. there's my 16... if you're on there.. yay? and if ur not.. i'm sorry.. i love you anyway though!!
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| hehe. fwee! bored. adn procrastinating.. but another quiz thingy! i swear one of these days i'll put something real on.. but for now...
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar.
( ) smoked a joint
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
( ) been dumped
(x) shoplifted (wanted to prove to gihan and david i could)
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend (:( )
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(xxxx) been to Europe
( ) skipped school (just one class)
( ) seen someone die
( ) had a crush on one of your myspace friends
(x) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show (still need to)
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) eaten Sushi (and dont wanna)
(x) been snowboarding (i was sore for a week)
( ) met someone in person from the internet
( ) been moshing at a concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party (<3)
(x) flown a kite (*nods* in NM when i went to see chris too! adn we got it really really high.. we used like three or four kite strings.. tis was funny)
(x) built a sand castle (it was really pretty)
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up (haha. i used to love dresses.)
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding (mmhmm! and it was so much fun!)
( ) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/SCHOOL (couple of times in math)
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars (uh-huh.. more then once really)
(x) been tickled (XD.. only now not so much since i've become immune.. serves you right!)
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
( ) petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
( ) run a red light (can't say that i have)
( ) been suspended from school
( ) been in a car accident
(x) had braces (damn them :P)
(x) felt like an outcast (haha. the first half of my life really...)
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (i felt like crap ><)
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight(mmm! i love the moon. i want a field and the moon.. just us.. laughing, singing, dancing...)
(x) hated the way you look (*nods*)
(x) witnessed a crime (a petty one, yes)
(x) pole danced (dont ask.. lets just say choir camp.. and it was more of a ladder than a pole ><)
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud (yay! no shoes)
(x) been lost (^.^; more common than not.)
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
( ) felt like dying (i actually havent. maybe to curl up in a ball and disapear.. but i love life too much so no..)
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers (hehe that was so much fun)
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers (i miss doing it constantly)
(x) sung karaoke (haha. only cause some friends shoved me to the stage ><)
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't (all the time *sighs*)
(x) made prank phone calls when you were younger (haha. again, i love david and gihan)
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose (yeesh.. yeah.. milk.. and i just looked at my friend and started laughing.)
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue (i feel like a lil kid again ^.^)
(x) danced in the rain (for three hours straight.. i wish it would rain)
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under the mistletoe
(X) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach (mmmm)
(x) crashed a party (hehe, gihan and david are fun)
(x) gone rollerskating
(?) had a wish come true (i actually dont know)
( ) humped a monkey (qua?)
(x) worn pearls (fake ones.. but they were still pretty)
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) ate dog/cat food (ok.. there's a story behind this ><)
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower (^.^ when am i not singing?)
( ) have a little black dress
( ) had a dream that you married someone (actually, no)
(x) glued your hand to something (multiple times _._)
(X) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole (*blushes*)
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex's clothes (... as aposed to what i wear every other day? ^.^)
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top (mm.. its so beautiful up there)
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night (*laughs* once, watching anime)
(x) didn't take a shower for a week (when i was lil!)
(x) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies (night mares)
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more than 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch (hehe)
(x) played chicken (>< and my shoulders have never been the same since)
(x) been pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're beautiful by a complete stranger (erm... then it turned out to be like the mother of one of my friends or something)
( ) broken a bone (actually no..)
(xxxxx) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
( ) mooned someone
( ) had someone moon/flash you (can't say that i have)
(x) cheated on a test (*blushes*)
( ) have a Britney Spears CD (*scrunches up nose*)
(xxxx) forgotten someone's name (*head palms*)
(x) French braided someone's hair
( ) grown a beard
( ) belong to the KKK.
( ) rule at life
( ) gone sky dyving
(x) microwaved Peeps
( ) raised an animal from birth
(x) kept a diary (tried ><)
( ) had a fantasy come true
( ) lived the perfect day
(x) read someone a bedtime story
(x) kissed a baby goodnight
(x) drink 8 glasses of water a day, like you're supposed to
(x) counted the legs on a centipede
(x) read a book of 300pgs or greater in one day
( ) had only one favorite color your whole life
(x) gotten a trophy/medal for playing a sport
(x) bought a casette tape
( ) changed your hair to an un-natural color
(x) wished you had something better to do with your life
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| again.. highlight pretty white box ^.^ yay! but huh.. this is actually not too far off *shrugs*
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katie took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!
"Alert and keenly observant. Is seeking fresh avenu..."
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i swear this is what i got on the first go xD hehe. this makes me happy
Edit:// yeah.. highlight the pretty white box and you'll get what it says.. stupid fonts >< | | |
| wheee.. knock urselves out guys. :P
01. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
02. Am I loveable?
03. How long have you known me?
04. When and where did we first meet?
05. What was your first impression?
06. Do you still think that way about me now?
07. What do you think my weakness is?
09. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. What is my best quality?
13. How well do you think you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think that I could kill someone
17. Who would play me in a movie?
18. If I were to be a color, what one would I be?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
21. Do you think that I am stubborn?
22. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
23. Am I too cool for school?
24. What do you think im going to be when I grow up? | | |
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